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[08 Mar 2004|10:32pm] |
shey shey rockin' thebeachs Kermie styleeeeeee
<3
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[25 Aug 2003|02:26pm] |
First Sem:
Geometry-Eldracher
US History-McEwan
English-Kulick
Hre-Kulick
Dlunch
Gym-Estrada
Def. changing D lunch to BLunch
Second Sem:
Spanish 2-Rivera
Figure/Fashion Drawing-Lentine
ALunch
HRE-Morino
Chemistry-Marchesani
Keyboarding Applications-Ludwig
Fuck A lunch-thats getting changed too.
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| BLAM! |
[24 Aug 2003|11:42am] |
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| you go ahead, you're as good as dead. |
[24 Aug 2003|05:34am] |
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Tiffani IMed me tonight, and I had her call me up since I perfer on the phone over behind a monator. yeah...believe it or not. We even talked for like 3 fuckin hours. It's insane. and hypocritical. But there's no sense in bullshittin' when theres some truth to find. And did I find a WHOLE fuckin' bunch of truth within those 3 hours. I found out Dan's a compulsive fuckin' liar like his weirdass brother Keith. FUUUCK DAN BOWKER.Him and Kev are just alike now. She told me things that didn't sound like Kevin at all. I told her things that never crossed her mind at all. Both of which surprised the hell outta us. Like how was I to know that Kev was textin' her when I was breakin up with him? How would I ever know that they went to see the pirate movie today (while I was there) AND yesterday? I guess thats non my business now, but he's fuckin WHACK. For real too. Tiffani says he gets all pissy when shes not communicating with him in a type of way everday. Thats insane. Whats even more insane is him saying "I love you" tonight to her- which she herself said freaked her the fuck out. And that he's gonna quit smokin' for her. We super laughed at that. Kev's a fuckin weirdo. Thank god I ended it with him. What the fuck was I thinking?????
She even said to me that I'm such a pretty girl that she doesn't know why I put up with his shit, that I didn't deserve any of it, and I obviously can do much better. Kev can literally go fuck himself for all i care. haha, he prolly does.
And he can have that stupid fuckin duck back "that he's been sleepin' with every night since he was a baby." Of course Tiffani knows now that he was sittin in a box upstairs in a closet for years, and Kev gave him to me months ago. Even she can't believe he's lies about weird shit. Or he says the SAME exact shit to her that he was sayin to me last week. What a god damn Loonnnneeeeey. She told me SO much shit that just literally makes me disgusted by kevin. Of course I told her stuff that weirded her out about kev;) I doubt she'll go out with him, not even cause what I said either-just the way she was talkin' bout him seemed like she was talkin' bout some freaky weird kid in her classes. HAHA, thats exactly what it sounded like. Kevin's a fucking retard, he doesn't deserve anyone. He's as good as dead.
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The clothesline of cold eyes
is washing away the face before
Now tell me what's wrong you see everyone's gone
You gotta do your best to decorate this dying' day
This dying' day
All over a bowl of bitter beans
All over a bowl of bitter beans
And outside way, way up high I got a
quarter moon mist hanging' over me
And now, I want that rocking chair outta there
Cause he's no longer living here
It's no longer needed here
All over a bowl of bitter beans
All over a bowl of bitter beans
And I got a corner store and that's all the more
For me to praise upon the holidays
And now I'll close my eyes really, really tight
and make you all go away,
I'll make you all go all go away
I'll make you aaaaaalllllll go
away
And I'll pull the trigger and make it all go away
And I'll make it all go away, I'll make it all go away...<3
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| i love blt! ~the andrew and sherry show |
[21 Aug 2003|08:10pm] |
hiya babe.
Did you really think Im THAT fucking stupid to know that just soooomething wasn't going right? That just maaaaaybe you actually were attracted to Tiffany (of ALL fucking people in the world) EVEN if you promised you weren't. Promised you loved me. Swore you didn't even talk to her at the river that day. WOW, here I am crying myself to sleep over some LOUSY loser bullshitter like you. You're a fuckin joke Kevin. Oh sure you're fucking skating ALL day EVERY day. That must make you fucking stupid if you actually thought I believed that. Then whats this? "I'll call you when I get off work. I love you" Well Kev, where the hell is my call? Where the FUCK is your head? I don't fucking need you for shit. You're a fucking asshole. You don't even go to your fuckin summer job cause you're a lazy bastard. Seems to me you're growing dooooooowwwwn. No money. No job. goinginto 9th grade new crush. No fucking reason to be alive. I'm the best thing that ever happened to you, and I've been MORE then fucking good to you. And whats this? You wanna fuck up TWICE?
I dunno Kev, but that sounds pretty fucking stupid to me too. As of right now, I want you to fucking burn. I don't EVER want to talk to you, see you skating around, hear your voice or even your name. Everyone knows how good I am to you, and now everyone will know how much of an AMAZING boyfriend you are since you LOVE to surprise everyone. You're fucked up in the head. You're fucking useless, and I don't EVER want you back. You're out my life forever. And even the little bit of love I have left for you isn't enough to even want to talk to you. Don't you think it's just a tad bit fucked up to fucking send the ONE bitch I hate most in the world pictures that IIII fucking took of you? You're fucking low man. No body deserves your bullshit. Whats the shit you were saying last night? "I'll never look for anyone else" ???? Well HELL, that lastet about 2 hours. How was work today babe? Must have been hard gettin up at 7:30 since you were sitting online at 5:29... You always seem to amaze me. HOW DO YOU DO IT?
There's NO WAY in hell that we're every getting back together after this little magic trick. I'm not that fucking stupid babe, you and I both know that. Well, I hope you're reaaaal fucking happy now that you've got EVERYTHING that makes you happy. Hope she's better then me in everyway.
P.s.- That rose you bought me is chillin out in the driveway. It doesn't look as pretty all smashed up :\
Your shit's gonna be outside at the end of the driveway in a nice big box tomorrow. Come by and pick it up or the garbage man will. I won't be home, so don't look for me.
P.P.s- This is it kev. This is everything you want it to be. You're happy, and I'm gone. Foever.
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| I wanna run with you |
[21 Aug 2003|01:14pm] |
I think of running away
I can't keep running away
I can't keep feeling the same
I can't keep taking the blame
I wanna run with you
I don't what we do
Gotta get outta this place
cause it feel like yesterday
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| Sherry wants YOU! |
[31 Jul 2003|12:21pm] |
I've decided that my corny lj theme is getting boring.
Calling on ASHIE CUNTTTTAAAAAY for some new change ups since she's all hardcore LJ and knows how to actually to that shit;)
Lisa and I are due for a DECENT bathingsuit shoppin' sometime whenever she decides she wants to go.
My birthday is tomorrow, which, for some reason im not pumped about at all.
Why? cause I suck, and Im a lousy girlfriend and friend. Which is probably why I exspected everyone to forget or purposely forget. But of course Kevin and Eileen didn't. Kev bought me pink dickies capris, a shirt, shoelaces and poster. He's taking me out to dinner tomorrow night, and my dads treating me on staurday night. Which is why I love them <3 but now I should be getting ready to accompany my boyfriend when he returns from work, so excuse me.'
<3
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| When I want nothing more. |
[21 Jul 2003|08:59am] |
a year ago today, kevin and I marked "kevin <3's sherry-July 21,2002" in one of the TCNJ parking lots.
And being that it's been a year ago today that we've been together, we're going back tonight to rewrite our names and the date.
to kevin:
I just wanted to say, that for the past year with you changed my life forever. You're the best person in my life for me right now, and the only one who I can't live without. I guess one year doesn't mean a lot numerically - but each day of this past year together means words beyond explanation, numbers without any real solution. And it wasn't until today that I've ever felt so complete in my life. Although mistakes on both our parts were made in the past (where they're gonna stay), the only way to move now is forward. And there's no way I would take another step ahead without my hand in yours.
I love you with all my heart.
Forever.
<3
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| Stay Gold Poneyboy....S t a y gold |
[18 Jun 2003|11:02pm] |
| declinefxenemy | | Magic Number | 21 | | Job | Actor | | Personality | Rainy Day | | Temperament | A Yo-Yo | | Sexual | Whatever, Whenever, Whoever | | Likely To Win | A Swimming Badge | | Me - In A Word | Subtle | | Colour | | | Brought to you by MemeJack |
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21 sounds ironic enough...the rest sounds like bullshit:\
<3
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| yeah yeah yeaaaaah. |
[17 Jun 2003|11:28pm] |
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I could listen to Eddie Vedder sing all day everyday probably for the rest of my life.
What is a 9th grade PRINCESS exactly?
Today could have been better.
I love you
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| gfnnh |
[07 Jun 2003|08:27pm] |
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Well, school was was too slow on friday. Ala brought in a sugar cookie for me:) Andrew got me good and sick for prom:)
and Abbey and I left together at 12:)
They're were actually a ton of people who left at 12, but we left together.
Came home, took a shower, watched some Jenny Jones. Then went to my hair appointment. My mom talked to Jon Miller's mom for a long time while I was getting my hair curled all pretty by Roco the fucking queer. But he's an awesome queer.
FInally got all dolled up for prom. I was really paniky cause I wanted everything to be perfect. Kev and I took tons of pictures together between our 2 moms, my dad, our friends, professionals, teachers, and total random strangers. It was a very tiring night. I wasn't feeling my absolute best at the Marriot, but I managed to pull it off. Kev and I sat with Dave and Jill, and a bunch of other queer kids, and only danced to the slow songs since the whole prom was planned to memoriable to black people and whiggers only. The only TWO good songs they played the entire night were "Like a Stone" by Audioslave and "you look wonderful tonight" by someone i dunno, but everyone knows the song. And the rest was ridiculous bullshit rap. Like fucking 50 cent and P diddy and Nelly. And thats when every white person sat down. But in all seriousness, how the FUCK could a white person dance to that shit without being laughed at or noticed? exxxactly. The fed us salad-chicke dinner-and chocolate cake that I didn't eat cause I was too addicted to the Shirly Temples. Everyone looked very pretty in their dresses, even me. KEv and I left early to go talk alone. We drove home and parked at curtis's for a while and talked. Some things he said mad me sad, but that only made me realize how much I love him with my whole heart. So much that I would never wanna be with anyone else forever. Only him.
He took me home and I got dressed for post prom which started at 12...and we went to his house to go get him dressed. But sometime in between that we layed down on the bed and fell asleep until like 1:30 -which was too late to get to the party since they locked the doors at 1:30. But I didnt really feel too good anyways...we just had our own party and slept together until 4:45am. Then i went home and slept until 1:30pm. Went back to Kev's around 3 where he gave me some meddys so I feel better and then he took me up to see Eileen at work. She wanted to show me her new tattoo on her boobies. She got 2 smoking guns, almost exactly like the ones I wanted on my hips. Which I am still getting when i get money. But they look very cool, and her parents didnt see it yet, so it's all good. I'm allowd to get one this summer when I turn 15, but I might just get my cherries first. So yeah, they did a real good job and I chilled at her house with her and Joey till 5:30, then Kev picked me up and we didnt go to the mall cause he has already went when I was at Pete's.
So he took me to his house where he had a hottopic bag hidden behind a couple shirts and told me to go find it. And when I did I opened it to find the Chicago Musical soundtrack in it and a bob Marley tankie <3 <3 I was super happy cause he did it just because. Just because he'd knew I'd like it. And I love it! I love him sooooo much. But I felt like shit. Worse then last night. So we took a nap and I feel even worse no. He dropped me off home so he can run up to best buy again to exchange his subs or something, and if I feel up to it he's gonna stop back and take me to the diner. But I dunno, I need more meddys. Hes here now.
bye<3
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| your verse got trapped inside my head-over and over again. You played yourself to death in me... |
[26 May 2003|04:57pm] |
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Hungout with Eileen for a few hours yesterday, then Kev and I went to see Bruce Almighty around 9ish. I guess it was an alright movie, not exactly super funny or anything...but oh well. My mom never even came home last night, which is why she should tell me before hand so I can go out and do my own thing. Like I wanna sleep in an empty house alone at night. Kev's mom picked me up around 9 this morning and I slept with kev in his bed all morning and slummed around all day. We didn't do much today,but thats alright. I kinda like it like that anyway. He went with Doc for a while so I'm home chillin cause my tum tum was feelin' a lil weird :\
I'm downloading some cursive and failure right now.
I had a dream about a little boy named Stephan. He was my absolute favorite, and I wish I knew the reason why I dreamt of him when I havent even thought about him for months...I hope he's alright, I didn't want to wake up from that dream.
I layed downn for a bit, but now I'm bored. And my stomach doesn't hurt so much, so it's all good. Maybe I'll make a new icon;)
bbbbbbbbbye
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| We gonna party CAUSE it's your birfday |
[16 May 2003|08:32pm] |
My dad called to say Annie had the baby this morning at 9:28am @ Mercer County Hospital.
Yay for baby Antonio Micheal! [perferably baby Ant]. Supposedly he was born with a little baby boner, and sprayed the nurses with some fresh piss when they were trying t change him, according to my dad who has a tendency to exhagerate when he's excited or drunk. But I highly doubt he was lying about this one cause I'm sure lil Ant has my personalty, just like I have the same personality as my daddy. I'm gonna buy him a Descendent's shirt online and some new toys:)
I guess this counts for all the years I wanted a brother...heh:)
Goin out with Kev tonight since he FINALLY got his car back....So where we goin?
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| When we were young, oh man did we have fun. Always. Always |
[23 Apr 2003|01:27am] |
I tried to lay down for a little, but then John called me up and I told him bout tonight. So Now I'm awake, and I might as well just wait for Kev to sign on. And I've got hickups:( Real Bad:(
But here's the skirt I bought on sale online yesterday. It's hot;)
Which came from:
http://www.pinupgirlclothing.com
It should be comin' in the mail tomorrow or Wednesday.
What do you think?
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| KILLAvoodooKloWn: damn yo that's crazy |
[22 Apr 2003|11:59pm] |
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I was really scared tonight....
After Kev dropped me off home around 8, he went skatin with Doc up at Lee's. SO I came home sat online until like 9, then I figured I'd go surprise Kev and watch him skate for a little instead of having him pick me back up at 10. But when I got up there, his car was there but he wasnt. So I figured he was just at the DOT but I didnt feel like walkin all the way to the other side of it, so I stayed in the parkin lot on the side of where Woolworths used to be waiting for him. Then I saw Matt, Connor, Norman and gary on bikes and they stopped and I talked to them for like a mintue but the left. And as soon as they did I saw this black dude ridin' his bike past where I was, and I suddenly got this cold ass feeling. But the when he pasted me it went away, and I didnt feel it anymore. But as SOON as I turned around the dude was RIGHT behind me. And he asked me if I was alright an I said yeah im just waiting for my bf. Then he told me his name and shit, but then he was like "Oh girl, I wish you were my gf. Cause you're beautiful, and you got style and you got it goin on girl"
I thought he was sorta crazy so I tried to change the subject without totally cutting him off, because im afraid to piss bigger, older black guys off when it's just me and him one on one. But he wouldn't stop tellin me how amazing I am and he started to frek me out real bad when he said "you know girl, I think Im in love with you, cause everytime I look into your eyes I fall in love. I've been wantin to tell you this the first time I saw you, its love at first sight." And I just kept tellin him he only knew me for like, 5 minutes and he just said "but every minute seems like a year. I think I found a soul mate baby" I just fuckin sat there on the ground and didnt move. I didnt even wanna make eye contact with him for long, so I only glimpsed him a few times. I just felt like running home but I knew I couldnt cause he'd follow me then know where I lived. Then he started talkin bout how me and him are meant to be together cause he feels love at first sight, and then "you know, i think me and you should go to my crib for the night so I can give you a full body massage and you know, we'll just have to take it from there" And I just kept fucking saying "no I love my boyfriend, i cant do that" The he looked me dead in the fuckin face and told me to give him my hand, but I was like "nah, my hands are warm in my pockets" So he fuckign GRABBED my hand out of my pocket and tried to pull me up from the ground and he said "why dont you just follow me baby." But JUST as he pulled me up Raul and Nick walked up outta nowhere and I told him that Raul was my boyfriend and he said "ok i gotta go" and just took off. And I got up and ran to Raul and I started shakin all weird and crying. They didnt even believe me at first cause they saw Kev's car ansd thought it was some stupid joke we were playin. But they saw the guy, and they realized I wasnt fucking around when I really started cryin and holding on to Raul. Honestly, I believe it was meant for them to come or else I honestly believe that dude would have raped me. He was dead serious about all the love shit. It was just so ironic they came JUST at that moment. Thank god they did. I don't even remember his name hwne he told me, i just sat there and tried to block everything out. But I remember he told me he graduated in fuckin '94, but he didnt look a day older then 19. I've never ever seen him around here either. So Raul & Nick stayed with me until Chris and Kev came around 10/15 and me and Raul told Kev. He was mad that I just didnt stay home, but i really wasnt expecting this. All i wanted to do was surprise him and watch him skate for a little. But he had that worried look on his face, and we went into the car and I told him all about it. He kept askin me what he looked like, and I know I would recognize him if I seen him again, but I couldnt just explain it.But I calmed down, and we went to Wendy's and hungout with everyone for a while after that.
Then he took me home around 1130, and hopefully we'll hangout early tomorrow and then maybe chill with Andrew German for a lil cause he wanted to chill. But who knows.
Kev and I went to Oxford and got my bathing suit he bought me:) It's cute.
I dunno, I'll write more later...
Be careful everyone, there's crazy people everywhere you fucking turn. Seriously...
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